Bryan & lilian's banquet nite

weird friday

wake up today on time wor...tot today won't be late for work for once! who knows the lift decided to jam with me in it. Had a feeling that today won't be a great day....thank goodness got mobile technology and got battery hehe no need to press the alarm and raise a racket so early in the morning...so while i tap my feet in the lift...wait for release lor....abt 10mins later, the door magically shut itself and move down towards 1st flr...so...sah shay to work lor....

Reach office found that the two suckerfish (suckers?, haha) lying on the bottom of the tank, peng san liaw...mood lagi worsen....shit.....ppl are so concerned about my tank wor....too much concern is pressure ok...so be off, ppl...leave my tank alone...

End of the day...feel slightly happier...weekend is here! seems like the not so good day aint turning good as i tot....waited a bloody long time for the stupid bus to come...then not even 5mins later...juz before the next bus stop from wer i board....the bus suddenly grind and bounce like kena choked on the road...felt like it ran over something OR someone...gosh....the tyre surface got ripped off!...the whole surface rim!??! wat da hell!.....again...SBS wat did u do with our $$$?




let me off for the day....juz wana go home and sleeeeeeep....

bus no. 2

everyday i take bus 2 back and forth work. Stepping on board in the morning is a breeze and a joy....not much ppl...cool aircon...right speed...but in the evening it turns into a breathless nitemare....step on btw 6-7pm, u will know...the whole bus is filled with man, it's smelly men, hallelluya, it's smelly men....the aircon cease to exist at this hour, i juz wish everytime that bus come equiped with oxygen mask.....haiz....

darn pissed at SBS....what happen to the money that they got for hiking up the bus ticket price???? rather than putting fanciful lcd screen and scanners tat beep greedily, pls upgrade the condition of the buses can...at least for bus no. 2? obviously it can't handle a full load....of (smelly)man.....:|

Health Q&A

Q:

I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong
life. Is this true?

A:

Your heart is only good for so many beats, and
that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything
wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not
make you live longer; that's like saying you can
extend the life of your car by driving it faster.
Want to live longer? Take a nap.

爱疯了

不敢问却一直想问，你心里藏着什么人

不敢猜却一直想猜，若回去有没有可能

我不够完整，你给的从来不够完整

连一个预期都无法确认，这种缺乏是什么象征

不开灯我不要开灯，我身边容不下别的人

不锁门我不要锁门，你回来是一种可能

我那么的认真，去思考你对我的认真

过去是多么伤害人，结论始终是疑问

我爱疯了，我疯到自己痛也不晓得

放弃了保护自己的责任，放弃了抵抗脆弱的天分

我不管了，我不管着伤痛能不能愈合

选择了你也许是错的人，选择包容了你的不安分

我尊重我的选择

倒带

我受够了等待你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白 一个人假日发呆
找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来 你累积给的伤害
我是真的很难释怀

终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在

而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏 已经碎成太多块
要怎么拼凑跟重来

终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开